Showing posts with label rededication. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rededication. Show all posts

Saturday, December 24, 2016

CHANUKAH

Chanukah / חנוכה
Hanukkah (Hebrew: חֲנֻכָּה, usually spelled חנוכה pronounced [χanuˈka] in Modern Hebrew, also romanized as Chanukah or Chanuka), also known as the Festival of Lights, is an eight-day Jewish holiday commemorating the rededication of the Holy Temple (the Second Temple) in Jerusalem at the time of the Maccabean Revolt of the 2nd century BCE. Hanukkah is observed for eight nights and days, starting on the 25th day of Kislev according to the Hebrew calendar, which may occur at any time from late November to late December in the Gregorian calendar.
Chanukah begins at sundown on Sat, 24 December 2016.
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Rededication. Am I ever in need of a rededication! This morning I weighed myself and I have reached 239.3 lbs. I was just weighed two days ago in the doctor's office and they noted my weight as 234.3 lbs. This does not mean that I gained five pounds in two days. It does mean that my scale is imperfect. However, by using the same scale to mark my progress (or lack of progress) I can still get a good idea of my success (or lack of success) in managing my weight. I am in need of a rededication to progress. Especially today, December 24th, 2016.  THIS IS THE DAY, EXACTLY TWO YEARS AGO, when this whole weight loss and weight loss management began. Two days later, on December 26, 2014 I started this blog.  I remind myself today, for not the first time, that just because I do not enter a food, cake or sweet into my daily food journal does not mean that it didn't happen. I am pretty good about not failing to record my daily exercise, but I am definitely more imprecise when it comes to logging all my foods. I need to find the person that I was two years ago and re-summon the willpower to be successful once again.  I have heard that today is Christmas Eve too.  So to everyone and anyone who is reading this today - Merry Christmas and Happy Chanukah!


Your Food Diary For:


BREAKFAST Calories
kcal
Carbs
g
Fat
g
Protein
g
Sodium
mg
Sugar
g
Butter Flavored Grits, 4 Packet 400 84 4 8 1,360 4
Great Grains Raisins Dates & Pecans 630 123 12 12 405 39

1,030 207 16 20 1,765 43
L U N C H
Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwiches 760 60 34 18 310 34

760 60 34 18 310 34
D I N N E R
Fried Chicken Tenders 800 46 53 38 2,042 4
Creamed Spinach 70 9 3 3 510 4
Fire Roasted Corn 100 22 1 3 0 2

970 77 57 44 2,552 10
S N A C K S
Peppermint Creme Oreo 560 84 28 0 360 52
Chocolate Covered Strawberry 200 20 27 3 67 13

760 104 55 3 427 65
Totals 3,520 448 162 85 5,054 152
Your Daily Goal 3,419 427 114 171 2,300 128
Remaining -101 -21 -48 86 -2,754 -24
Calories
kcal
Carbs
g
Fat
g
Protein
g
Sodium
mg
Sugar
g
*You've earned 1,489 extra calories from exercise today         

       Your Exercise Diary for:


Cardiovascular Minutes Calories Burned
Ten Mile Urban Hike
148 1,751

   
Daily Total / Goal 148 / 30 1,751 / 590  
Weekly Total / Goal 763 / 210 8,006 / 4,130             


The first 1.5 miles of this walk was with my daughter, as I escorted her to a spot where she was meeting some friends. All I had to do was promise to keep out of sight once we neared the rendezvous point.  What teenage girl wants to be seen with her dad when she is meeting up with her friends?  Perhaps there are such girls, my daughter is not one of them.





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Monday, April 4, 2016

PUSH COMES TO SHOVE

If or when, PUSH COMES TO SHOVE, a situation has become so bad that one is forced to do something. Currently I am trying to recover from a groin pull. I am dealing with an increasing appetite. And I am dealing with an extremely unwanted weight gain. 



Today, as always, is the first day of the rest of my life. 
Today, I rededicate myself to my goals of weight loss.
Today, I continue taking it easy and abstaining from exercise to allow my groin pull to heal.
Today, I will NOT be consuming anywhere near 3000 calories.
Today, I will have the goal of consuming something way closer to 1000 calories.
Today, PUSH HAS COME TO SHOVE.
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Regarding my 'groin pull' I hardly exerted myself at all yesterday.  In fact, I set a new personal record of inactivity.  I had my fitbit with me all day, and when the day ended it recorded that I had taken 1677 steps.  During the course of the day, I felt no pain and no discomfort - I also didn't do anything other than paperwork and binge watch netflix. My current thinking is that I will stay away from any workouts or other exertion at least until the weekend. I would like resume activity by getting outside and walking. However, that is still one week away. 

Your Food Diary For:

Sunday, April 3, 2016

BREAKFAST Calories Carbs Fat Protein Sodium Sugar
Cinnamon & Spice Instant Oatmeal 640 128 8 16 840 44
Red Delicious Apple, 2 medium apple 190 50 1 1 4 38

830 178 9 17 844 82
L U N C H
Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich 520 70 30 18 700 26
Dark Chocolate Cherry Cashew Bar                     180 22 9 4 20 14

700 92 39 22 720 40
D I N N E R
Teriyaki Salmon Steaks, 6 oz 270 3 8 47 365 5
Asparagus Fresh 52 6 0 4 16 2
Curried & Kale Walnut Salad, 1 Cup 360 36 26 6 460 0
Red Delicious Apple, 2 medium apple 190 50 1 1 4 38

872 95 35 58 845 45


Totals 2,402 365 83 97 2,408 167
Your Daily Goal 1,931 241 64 97 2,300 72
Remaining -471 -124 -18 0 -108 -94
Calories Carbs Fat Protein Sodium Sugar
*You've earned 1 extra calorie from exercise today         

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   Your Exercise Diary for:

Sunday, April 3, 2016




NOT APPLICABLE - NO EXERCISE
              

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total calories consumed 2402 calories
total calories burned (from additional exercise) 0 calories
total net 2402 calories
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fitbit day 214
1677 steps
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I think that yesterday was the first day since I became a 'fitbitter' on September 3, 2015 that I failed to reach 5000 steps.  Since it was my purpose to take it easy this failure was actually a success (of sorts)   It will be become increasingly difficult to stay inactive as the pain and discomfort complete disappear. I am making a great effort to allow some time for my muscles to strengthen and heal. I expect to increase my activity after one solid week of this downtime. 

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MONDAY MORNING, APRIL 4, 2016, THE DAY THAT PUSH CAME TO SHOVE... I STEPPED ON THE SCALE AND THE IMAGINARY NEEDLE ON MY DIGITAL SCALE STOPPED AT 236.9 LBS.

I am not making excuses (any more).

Nevertheless, before I take myself behind a back alley and beat myself up, a bit of perspective is called for.  One year ago, April 4, 2015, I did weigh 229.6 lbs.  So, one way of looking at this, would be that I have 'only' gained 7 lbs in the last year. Hey, I am just looking for a silver lining, something positive to grab hold of...